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(at the top of this dark picture is a ray of hope)
Feel so weak, defeated, and exhausted. Felt i havent had a peacful or complete sleep in awhile. Just plain drained out, all of my energy has left my body. You ask where all the energy has gone to? It's going towards things that do not even matter, the worldly things, i have succumb to the world sorta speak and its pleasures. I have been tempted and have gone the wrong way. Although there was a way out and i did not take it. I feel so dirty and rotten. There's just a battle going on inside me, and i'm siding with the wrong guy. I know i am wrong but i refuse to move and i just keep slipping farther and farther away. To the point that i do not even know how to get back and its getting harder. The things we trade just to have what we want and to have that momentary satisfaction. It's not worth it, it never has been, but why do we do it? Because were selfish people, i'm selfish, but what we cannot understand and even phatom is that those things that we do that is un-glorifying to God were nailed to the cross. To put it clear as mud OUR characteristics, OUR sinful desires, and ARE way of thinking is dead, because they got nailed to the cross along with Jesus, and he OVERCAME them for US willingly. Through that God was glorified. If Jesus lives in us, the old is gone and the new has come. The OLD is gone and the NEW has come. The OLD is GONE! So why do we sometimes choose to dwell or live in our old ways? I have to open my eyes to the truth,which i have ignored far too long. I feel like a hypocrite a faker cause of my actions and my lack of passion, effort, and eagerness to just KNOW GOD better. We were bought by his blood, without his blood there is no redemption,no hope. But throughout all this questions remain, are we WILLING? Willing to CHANGE our ways to HIS WAYS, our thinking to HIS THINKING, our every motive and desire TO HIS? Most important of all before any of this changing takes place we have to ask for his grace and forgiveness for our sins, to start fresh again, to give us a clean slate. LETS just come back to him his ARMS are WIDE OPEN.
At the end of all this only one thing matters, that we may boast in the cross and what he has done in our lives and spread it to people we come across and in turn they will discover the true meaning of life and that is in Jesus Christ.
LETS STOP LIVING IN OUR COMFORT ZONES AND START CHASING AFTER GOD..........
THE confession of ISAIAH 26:8 lets begin to own this verse and CHAMPION IT
Longing to come back o Jesus, it does not matter what you did in the past, its what your going to do for God NOW that counts............. |